Day Four: Part 2

Deep breaths before dinner as I laid on my dock and looked at the clouds….”I can do this”…Get dressed and get to it (although after four days here I realize how much I do not like wearing clothes anymore…friends beware that you should knock or announce yourself before opening the door to my house from now on).

I survived it…all five courses and the “show”.  A little cliché but I’m stronger than I thought I was.  No crying…I smiled all through dinner (okay, that might have been the wine on top of the champagne) and the entire walk back to my hut…and as I sit here on my dock I know that something is different….I kept thinking and saying that I was happy…the difference today is that I absolutely know that I am.

Xxo.h.