Monday, January 31, 2011

Knowing better

I'm trying hard....but trying hard isn't always enough.  And so I should try harder.


Dinner with Alex tonight and I remember that I am living the life I have always wanted...the life I am living right now.  The moment I am not just living but also enjoying.  The moments where I am laughing a bit too loudly.  Loving a bit too much.  Caring too little but then again more than I should.  This is it.  


There are days that are harder than others...where I wake up and wonder what I am doing...if I'm really in the right place.  If I'm where I'm supposed to be or if I just tell myself this to get through the day.  But then a day like this comes along and I realize that yes...I am exactly where I need to be.  


So to everyone I love today and to everyone I will love in the future...thank you for making my life what it is...no matter how hard the lesson is.  My life is far from perfect but I wouldn't trade it for anything because the imperfections are what make this life so extraordinary....


Thank you...and please know that when I say I love you, I mean it with everything I am.

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